WTF?

No, I don't mean World Taekwondo Federation. I have had one of those days where everything starts out like a spring walk down a sunlight sidewalk but when you get to the middle of the next intersection, you manage to time it with two MAC trucks traveling in opposite directions. --Squishy-- The loss of a friend (again) and the need to find space for my stuff hit me hard today. I seek the way through but I do not know it yet. I ask for guidance on this path for surely I need it.