Wow...it was Friday the 13th and I didn't even notice. I didn't think about it until someone else pointed it out to me. *shrug* I guess it's just not important to me anymore. I've been working on changing this life. Instead of simply rolling with the punches, as they say, I've been attempting to envision my reality before it gets here. Instead of taking it as it comes, I'm making attempts to guide it before it gets here. A thought, a feeling, an understanding, these are what help to shape our reality. Unfortunately, I've still a long way to go. Anger is by far the most difficult emotion to deal with and still be in the realm "behind the eye". It's odd, really, when I come to think about it. I've had probably more experience with anger than with any other single emotion. You'd think I'd have learned to deal with it by now. My guess is that the anger is just a symptom. The cause of the symptom lies further in. It is time to delve.