Over a month has passed since my last post. I've noted this before (though probably not here): The more life there is to live, the less inclination I seem to have to write about it, at least until it calms down a bit. Well, it seems to be calming down a bit, maybe.

The circle continues. I was rather hoping to skip this part of it this time, but I don't seem to have a lot of choice. I've burned too many bridges with the once-upon-a-family to have any face left and even if I tried to go back to the way things were, it would just happen again. The old "waiting" feelings would surface again and I'd realize after probably another few months that my life slips by and I'm not in it. The solving of such things usually needs more drastic measures...and thus have steps been taken. May God have mercy on my soul.